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12 April 2006

Little Reminders

Sometimes you just need little reminders...

Today I got the last of my tax refunds for this year. I ran the numbers, and once we send one check, we will be out of debt. Out. No debt. (Except for the mortgage...that's unavoidable.) A nice little reminder that despite having a tight budget, and having lower earnings the last two years due to hurdles on the career track, we are still making headway and able to provide for ourselves...

Recently I reviewed my career vitae. I was astounded at how much I had expanded my skill set in the last year and a half or so. I knew it was happening...I knew I was learning. But it really struck me when I started putting it down in a list how much I've been allowed to flourish in the last year and a half thanks to good leadership, good co-workers, and a positive work environment...

Sometimes, usually when I'm buried knee deep in the guts of one of the data centers at work, I get really frustrated with the amount of grime, mess, sloppy cabling, ancient pain-in-the-ass legacy hardware, et cetera that can clog up the place. Then less often than I should, I remember...I'm working at the first commercial data processing location in the United States. I'm working in the midst of nearly six decades of history and cruft. I work where the first commercial mega-computer existed...and I helped unplug the last mainframe from the same location. I'm a piece of that history. Wow...

With plummeting math and science interest/scores in successive generations of Americans, I worry that we won't maintain our high-tech edge. And then I over-hear co-workers talking about how they are trying to foster reading and learning in their children, two of the core fundamentals that lead to good educations and interests in understanding the world around them. Maybe we're not totally screwed...

04 April 2006

Samurai Stress Reliever

So I've been a bit stressed out of late. Not nearly as bad as at the "job from hell," but stressed enough. Stressed enough to make me feel on edge. Blech. I hate that feeling. At least it hasn't brought back the insomnia, though. Nothing was worse than stress AND insomnia as a package.

Anyway, I've been a bit stressed because work is just piling up. I have a HUGE pile of crap to do at work, and now we're sitting in a four-week freeze on anything that requires new power. ALL of my stuff ultimately is predicated on new power. CRAP. So now I have even MORE work that I can't do for the next month. Blah.

Add to that tax season and I'm ready to blow. Fucking taxes piss me off. There is absolutely ZERO fucking reason for taxes to be so complex, except to confuse you and make you pay more than you owe. On top of that, my taxes have been getting more and more complex over the last four years. Now, oddly, that is a blessing, since it means more money in more investments and maybe having a faint whiff of hope for retirement. But it FUCKING STRESSES ME OUT, even with the amazing software wonder, TurboTax. FUCKING TAXES! I FUCKING HATE THEM!

But I filed the taxes last night. And after the absolute MONDAY I had at work that day, and taxes right after, I decided it was time for a little stress relief.

Cue: Lone Wolf And Cub. Fuck yeah that was EXACTLY what I needed. I've been netflixing the entire series, and last night I watched the fifth and sixth films. Talk about stress relief...there's simply something cathartic about watching three hours of Japanese melodrama about a wandering ronin assassin and his son. After three or four hundred bad guys had been chopped into bits of varying sizes, I felt a LOT less stressed.

If you like samurai movies, then you need to see Lone Wolf And Cub. All six of them. Now. Do it! RELIEVE SOME STRESS!